I wouldnt panick its hardly the end of the world, shel get better then you can sort out another meeting, man youd think it was the end of the world by the way u put it.
its the first date id have hadin 1 1/2 years ah well, shes comign home soon anyway (only living at uni) so that will give us a chance
Well, for me it's been 19 years Nope, I have never been on a date. Life's a bitch, huh? Edited for crappy spelling
now shes nto answerign any e-mails or text messages if she wasent interested then why did she arrange it
<~ Way unexperienced 15 years, no date, no girl, no kiss, nothin, bud. I have to get out tonight... maybe see this girl if she's around...
that is it i have jsut about had enough, when i try to send her an e-mail i get no reply when i phone it go to voice mail it is lookign like i ahve been part of a cruel trick dotn it why does it alwasy happen to me yes i am paranoid, completely paranoid
i so have to get otu of the house ti clear m head im even considerign thakign my scooter on the road even tho the brakes are screwed & yes i had had a trick liek this played on me before i dotn think i can name one lass inmy history of datign that hasent dumped on me or ridiculed me in some way i mena all i want is to be happy is that such a conecept that is so bad for the universe that i cant be ahppy well that is the last straw, i am sick of beign nice to peopel only for them to dump on me, i am sick of doign favours for peopel only for them to laugh at me behind my back, i have had enough
If you have msn and want to talk then msn me. I feel reallu bad for you as you seem such a nice person and u deserve to be happy.
nope not when i have had tricks played on my at my expense by lasses in the past ive been cheated on more than once ive walked in on it happening one (lets jsut say they were a few steps past kissing) ive had lies spread about me (one of my ex's tried to make out i hit her until her brother came forward & said that she told him to belt her so it looked liek me & i am currently doign what i have doen for the majority of my weekdays, weeknds heck i even do it on my birthday as none of my freidns or family ever remember (apart from my parents) & that is sit in my room with no heat as my heaters broken with the only illumination beign my monitor now do you really thing i could be happy with my life so far?
All of the above has happened to me, i guess we are just different people, itjust doesnt effect me in the same way as it does you.
I can see why your feeling like this and if its any consolation I have had the same done to me so if you want to talk then feel free. I didn't think I could trust anyone until I met Tom so I believe that you will meet someone who will make you happy. Sorry I'm not available!!!!!!!!
I just don't trust girls generally. I usually treat them like unstable explosives: Handle with extreme caution and don't trust it not to blow up in your face if you spend too long around it. Hope you sort out your probs soon mate.
