Other What's ruining your life right now?

Indecision on what to do next after being rejected.

Knowing that whatever you do, the girl you're after is more interested in your friend.

Life: It's nothing but a dream.

With all that gloominess though, I've somewhat figured out what to do, and that's a bit personal, does indeed make it more bearable though,

 

A materials test at 9am tomorrow. Also bumping into my ex and being treated as if she barely knows me.

At least I try to be friendly...

 

The Zen of john will get you through. Read my sig.

 

Line# 1: I try, but unfortunately I have discovered that I have built up walls, and I think it is going to take someone else extraordinary to somehow break them down again. And being in College doing a double major in Mechanical/Aerospace Engineering I find my self living a week/month into the future rather than the now.

Line #2, This is already how I try to live my life. Being an engineering student makes the "look at fault in nothing" part a little bit tough for objects, but i do apply that concept of no fault to people.

 

Getting laid off for the next 2-3 months

 

Having little enough money it is and the fiance's car blows up yesterday. Gotta pay to fix it, then sell it and buy another car as its going wrong every fortnight at the moment

 

The thaught of having to do 2 Presentations next week which the marks all come from how confident you are etc. Problem is when im infront of people doing stuff like that i get really nervous and has a lack of confidence

 

dont be surprised im actualy having to same problem, the girl i like, took to the prom and all, decided to start dating one of my friends...tis a harsh world

 

I'm pretty sure that I failed the physics exam I took today.

I can resit it, but I'll have to miss Glastonbury because of the dates clashing.

 

Being diagnosed with Narcolepsy, which I suppose is a good thing in itself as hopefully I will be able to stay awake in the evenings and get some modding done.

However the tablets im on (which are essentially pharmaceutical grade amphetamine) make me feel like crap and not want to eat . On top of that I have to have 3 year check ups to keep my driving licsence which took me 5 attempts get....

 

My 900w PSU exploding like a firework for no reason at all...

 

Waiting patiently for the finance forms to arrive in wales so they can get my new bike shipped out, it's killing me!

 

my sister dropped and killed my external harddrive with 550 gig of mostly irreplaceable data

 

My first choice college writing to me and telling me that they are not going to accept or decline me till march. Stress is killing me.

 

Talk to The Mankz - he probably has that porn too!

 

it's actually most of my photographs, music, documents, all of my games and about 12 complete tv-series

 

Not being able to order my new bike as we are waiting for a customer to pick their bike so we can do a 3 bike order do become a Giant Maestro dealer.

 

it happened to me before. the only girl, not only that, the only person i connected to, since i moved here for a job, ended up with my friend, and now, i'm feeling a bit distant...

but nevermind.

People think I have no life. I beg to differ. I have one, but I do things solo. My life doesn't involve having much in the way of human companionship. I'm an island, that's all there is to it.

 

75/100 on my materials exam

At least i got better than my friend who got a 25.5

 

Getting a D in AP Physics.

Compounded by my very slow efforts in chasing another girl.

Tis the life.