As more and more friends, parents, neighbours, relatives, old teachers, etc. go, I'm coming to understand that it never stops. I'm trying to get into a more zen state of mind about it, accepting it as part of life, but it never feels right. Friend and neighbour of mine died the other month on the road, he was younger than me, in his 20s I think. Makes you appreciate the time you have, at least.
5 years have now gone by, I wonder what he would have made of these crazy times. Damn Tel, I still miss you mate.
I don't know if it's just this time of year, when I get quiet and reflective, but I still miss my mate. Keeping the memory alive!
I've been like that this last week or so. A good friend died unexpectedly mid Jan 2 years ago, still feels raw even after all the hundreds of thousands who have died since.
or in Tel's case up... if he got his own way !! I don't think he did though whether he likes it or not