C-Sniper, Its when you start to evaluate your life and what you want to become that will really get you started. For me, it was for my daughter, of whom I only want to be my best for. It also made me a better educator (every noticed the changes at work) and allowed me to start my own company. I am actually in the middle of selling my first workstation lab! That would have never been if I had not decided to clean my self up. If you have a problem, head it straight on (with a straight mind) and ask yourself if you are being all that you can be. Good luck my friend. I still can't believe how supportive you all are. That says so much about this site! C- Sniper, PM me if need be.