BTW im not having a dig at your weight, this thread was about you getting a job. Sorry off topic a tad. IMO gettign a job even if its a couple days a week it will be good for you.
dude, seriously. i'm not trying to be an ** about it, but it really would be in your best interest to get a job. physically and financially. i worked from 7AM-5PM monday thorugh friday, went to school from 6PM-11PM, and worked from 6AM-8PM on saturdays and sundays just so i could pay my way through college. it's rough and i got stressed out, but you have to sit back a minute and think "will this make me a better person in the end?"
im 252 lbs but then again, i can carry 40kg on my shoulder up and down a 5m ladder all day long without feeling too knackered. ill only do something with my weight when it actually stops me from doing somthing (like physically stops me, eg, not being able to walk 50m without being out of breath) [/off topic] but anyway. get a job in a supermarket or summot and see a doc bout your blood pressure, its not healthy