I'm a self-ist. I live for me, mostly. Even when I do things for other people, I usually do it because it makes me feel better about myself. Used to be a krisjun, but I can't stand the association anymore. You get the same effect of krisjun churches by joining a lodge. Its so freakin' commercial nowdays anyway...marketing geezus has become a big money maker and nothing about it seems real anymore. Whatever is between me and god is personal, which is how it was always meant to be, I think. I think he and I have a good understanding. Beyond that I'm not too worried, just ticked at the rest of the religious world.